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Confraternity of Penitents Newsletter -- June 2026

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Guidance from the Spiritual Guardian

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Perseverance in Joy (continued) III. Why the Faithful Are Especially Vulnerable
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Acedia tends to afflict not beginners, but the mature and faithful.

In the early stages of conversion, there is often consolation. The Rule feels luminous. The sacrifices feel meaningful. We can “feel” our zeal.

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But as the years pass, fervor becomes steadiness. Emotional warmth gives way to fidelity. The love becomes quieter.

If we confuse fervor with feeling, we misinterpret maturity as decline.

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Yet this quieting can be grace. God may be purifying love—moving us from spiritual “sugar” to spiritual bread.

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St. Francis understood this purification. One of the most bracing lines from his Admonitions is the spiritual logic of humility: blessed is the servant who remains the same when praised and when despised. That is another way of saying: blessed is the servant whose joy is not controlled by circumstances.

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But here is the challenge for penitents: you often do not receive praise or admiration. Your penance is hidden. Your fasting may be misunderstood. Your modesty may be mocked. Your prayer might be unseen. Your simplification of possessions might look strange. Your refusal of certain entertainments may appear judgmental to others.

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And that hiddenness can breed loneliness.

The Primitive Rule assumes you will not live alone in spirit. It mandates communal contact: “All the brothers and sisters of every city and place are to foregather every month… and there assist at Divine Services” (Ch. VI, 19). The Rule is not designing spiritual individualists. It is building a fraternity.

Acedia feeds on isolation.

 

The Rule feeds on communion. –Fr. Joseph Tuscan, OFM Cap, CFP Spiritual Guardian

HUMOR (PUNS)

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  • Fungi puns are my yeast favorite. There’s too mushroom for error.

  • My son wants to study burrowing rodents. I told him to gopher it.

  • I’m reading a book called “Quick Money for Dummies” by Robin Banks’

  • Nothing tops a plain pizza!

  • When you said life would get normal after June, Julyed.

  • Lego store reopens after lock-down. People were lined up for blocks!

  • I never finish anything. I have a black belt in partial arts.

NO GREATER LOVE: BURIAL AND BAPTISM

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When the Lord had died on the Cross, his disciples were obviously distressed and scattered. Yet they did not just reject Him as a failure and forget about Him. Jesus had informed His Apostles that He would die and be raised although they did not understand Him. The Gospels tell us of two rich men who took care of the burial of Jesus. “After this Joseph of Arimathea, who was a disciple of Jesus, but secretly, for fear of the Jews, asked Pilate that he might take away the body of Jesus, and Pilate gave him leave. So he came and took away his body. Nicodemus also, who had first come to him at night, came bringing a mixture of myrrh and aloes, about a hundred pounds weight. They took the body of Jesus, and bound it in linen cloths with the spices, as is the burial custom of the Jews. Now in the place where he was crucified there was a garden, and in the garden a new tomb where no one had ever been laid. So because of the Jewish day of Preparation, as the tomb was close at hand, they laid Jesus there.” (Jn 19:38-42)

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St. Mark’s Gospel tells us more about Joseph. “Joseph of Arimathea, a respected member of the council, who was also himself looking for the kingdom of God, took courage and went to Pilate, and asked for the body of Jesus.” (Mk 15:43) Joseph was not only rich, but he was also part of the Jewish Sanhedrin (the council) who was “looking for the kingdom God”. Unlike most of the council, Joseph did not consider Jesus to be a wicked blasphemer. The high priest had asked Jesus “Are you the Christ, the Son of the Blessed?” (Mk14:61) Jesus answered “I am; and you will see the Son of man sitting at the right hand of Power, and coming with the clouds of heaven.” (Mk 14:62) The high priest then tore his clothes and said, “Why do we still need witnesses? You have heard his blasphemy. What is your decision?” (Mk 14: 63-64) Joseph and Nicodemus were either absent or were a small minority unable to influence the council’s decision that Jesus must die.

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When Jesus made His triumphal entry into Jerusalem on Palm Sunday, He needed a colt to ride on in order to fulfill the prophecy of Zechariah 9:9. “Fear not, daughter of Zion; behold, your king is coming, sitting on a donkey’s colt!” The Synoptic Gospels, Matthew, Mark, and Luke tell how Jesus arranged with unnamed persons for the colt to be available for Him. (Mt 21:1-5, Mk 11:1-6, Lk 19:29-34)

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While the Lord knew He was to be crucified, He also knew that He would rise. However, He needed to prepare for the Resurrection by making sure that He was buried immediately in a tomb so that His Sacred Body was not desecrated. He must have arranged with Joseph of Arimathea to provide a new tomb for Him and Nicodemus to provide the burial spices. Even though it is probable that neither one of these men really understood exactly what was going to happen, they were rich and able to provide what the Lord wanted and simply obeyed His commands. One can find many people who are briefly mentioned in sacred Scripture, and then they are no longer mentioned. These are people whom God had a task for them to do, which could be quite large, such as St. Joseph, or quite small, such as Nicodemus or Joseph of Arimathea. They did their task and we hear no more of them. That does not mean that they are not important in the eyes of God. Of course, this is what all of us should do. 

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Pope Benedict, in Jesus of Nazareth, tells us of women who also ministered to the burial of Jesus. The Synoptic Gospels tell us that some women observed the burial (Mt 27:61; Mk 15:47), and Luke reports that they were the ones "who had come with him from Galilee" (23:55). He adds: "then they returned, and prepared spices and ointments" (23:56). After the Sabbath rest, on the morning of the first day of the week, they would come to anoint the body of Jesus and thus to carry out the definitive burial. Anointing is an attempt to hold death at bay, to preserve the corpse from decomposition. And yet it is a vain effort: anointing can only maintain the dead person in death; it cannot restore him to life.

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On the morning of the first day, the women will see that their concern for the dead body and its preservation was all too human a concern. They will see that Jesus is not to be held captive by death, but lives anew-now he is truly alive for the first time. They will see that God has preserved him from decomposition in a definitive way, possible only to God, and has thereby preserved him from the power of death. Nevertheless, in the loving care of these women, Easter morning-The Resurrection-is already proclaimed.

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Earlier, Nicodemus had come to Jesus at night. Like Joseph, he was a council member, but he needed to come to Jesus secretly since Jesus was out of favor with the Jewish rulers since He had already overturned the tables of the money changers in the temple. (Jn 2:13-16) When He was asked what sign (miracle) He would show to validate His authority, He said He would “Destroy this temple, and in three days I will raise it up.” (Jn 2:19) John tells us “But he spoke of the temple of his body.” (Jn 2:21) After the Resurrection, His disciples recognized this saying as a prediction of His Resurrection. (Jn 2:22)

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When Nicodemus came to Jesus, he told the Lord, “Rabbi, we know that you are a teacher come from God; for no one can do these signs that you do, unless God is with him.” (Jn 3:2) Nicodemus recognized that the teachings and claims of Jesus are validated by the Lord’s signs

(miracles). However, Jesus recognized that marveling at His miracles is not enough. One must understand why He came and what He was doing. Jesus then tells Nicodemus, “Truly, truly, I say to you, unless one is born anew, he cannot see the kingdom of God.” (Jn 3:3) Naturally, Nicodemus does not understand what Jesus is telling him. “How can a man be born when he is old? Can he enter a second time into his mother’s womb and be born?” (Jn 3:4) Jesus then answers, “Truly, truly, I say to you, unless one is born of water and the Spirit, he cannot enter the kingdom of God. That which is born of the flesh is flesh, and that which is born of the Spirit is spirit. Do not marvel that I said to you, ‘you must be born anew.’ The wind blows where it wills, and you hear the sound of it, but you do not know where it comes from or where it goes; so it is with every one who is born of the Spirit.” (Jn 3:5-8) Nicodemus still does not understand and asks, “How can this be? (Jn 3:9) The Church teaches that Jesus is referring to the Sacrament of Baptism which uses water but also is effected by the Holy Spirit. In other words, water alone is not enough. The Holy Spirit is needed for Christian Baptism.

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When we are baptized with water and the Holy Spirit, we “die” and then are reborn in the Holy Spirit. However, our Baptism in water and the Holy Spirit could not happen until Jesus underwent His own Baptism. “I have a baptism to be baptized with; and how I am constrained until it is accomplished!” (Lk 12:50) Jesus had already been baptized in the Jordan River by John the Baptist. (Mt 3:13-17, Mk 1:9-11, Lk 3:21-22) When Jesus was speaking with Nicodemus, He was speaking of the “baptism” of His Passion and Death. He told NicodeËŠmus, “No one has ascended into heaven but he who descended from heaven, the Son of man. As Moses lifted up the serpent in the wilderness so must the Son of man be lifted up, that whoever believes in him may have eternal life.” (Jn 3:13-15) Jesus is referring to His own Crucifixion, “lifted up”, and an episode in the book of Numbers where Israelites who were bitten by serpents could look at a bronze serpent, which had been lifted up, and not die of the bites. Jesus is telling us that we need to come to him and believe in Him. Jesus then says, “For God so loved the world that he gave his  

only-begotten Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish but have eternal life.” (Jn 3:16)

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However, this does not mean “faith alone” where the sins we commit do not matter as long as we believe in Jesus. “For every one who does evil hates the light, and does not come to the light lest his deeds should be exposed. But he who does what is true comes to the light, that it may be clearly seen that his deeds have been wrought in God.” (Jn 3:20-21) We need to believe in the Lord, but we also need to use the graces which come to us from the Lord.

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After Jesus had been “lifted up” on the Cross, He then went down to the “womb” of the earth, His Tomb. He was then “born anew” at His Resurrection on Easter Sunday. The Lord is telling us that we have to follow Him in His Death and Burial leading up to His Resurrection. The first step in this life long process is our own Baptism. During our entire life, we must use the graces the Lord gives us. We are not to be nailed to a Cross and undergo the Passion like Jesus. However, using His Graces, we must continually “die” to our own self-centered needs and wants. This does not mean that life is all pain, sorrow and suffering. Like Jesus, we know what comes next. –Jim Nugent, CfP

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ALESSANDRO PRISON MINISTRY: THE ULTIMATE STAIN REMOVER

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A couple of weeks ago the Spirit inspired me to provide an exhortation at our unit service on a biblical principle based on Isaiah 1:18 from Bob Messer (the lead exhorter). The title of my talk was "God's Loving Kindness: The Ultimate Stain Remover." Bob provided the principle that with God, our failure is never final.

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The application that came to me was this: Think about when you were a young child and were given school or church clothes to wear and were told not to get them dirty, yet you paid no attention and got mud and grass stains on those nice clothes. Despite our disobedience, there was someone there to take the dirty clothes from us, wash them, and get the stains out.

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Likewise in our spiritual lives, we have a clean spiritual garment that becomes stained by sin. We are told by God how to keep our garment clean by loving him and our neighbor, yet like the disobedient child we rebel and do want we want, staining our souls through pride, lust, wrath, envy, greed, slothfulness, and gluttony. Yet the lovingkindness of God's mercy and forgiveness is available for us when we come to him, confess our sins, and our sins are washed clean from our souls, with a new garment. Let’s exam ourselves to see what stains may be in our hearts and minds that need to be confessed and brought to the Lord Jesus, thus allowing his precious blood to cleanse us so we can be renewed to do his will with clean hearts. – Anthony LaCalamita, CfP

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FAMFEST

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Mary's Glen FamFest (Family Festival) is an annual fair held in Mary's Glen (2514 Reynolds Street), Fort Wayne IN USA. Those who would like to support this event but who cannot attend in person can sponsor a family to attend. $20 donation per adult (18 and older--under 18 free) supports the Confraternity of Penitents and Vita Dei House Ministry.

 

Saturday July 18, 2026 (raindate Sunday, July 19).  6 to 8 pm in Mary's Glen

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$20 per adult. Under 18 free. Every guest receives 2 tickets good for one snack and one beverage plus free admission to all games, dances, booths.  Continuous Live Music. To obtain advance tickets or sponsor someone, please see this link or phone 260-341-7117.

CONFRATERNITY PHOTO ALBUM: SAINTS AMONG US!

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We have holy people among us!

 

This is Eric Lipscomb at CFP Pledged Retreat 2026 in Endicott, New York. It appears that Eric has already received his halo, but, unfortunately, this one is breakable.

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In laughing and chatting at the Pledged Members Retreat, one attendee noticed that a ceramic plate resembled a halo.

 

Then another attendee, shorter than Eric, had an idea. Ducking behind Eric, she held the halo in place while Eric struck a pious pose.

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You see here the result.

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Well, we life pledged CFP members aren’t saints yet, but we aspire to be some day.

 

We have some fabulous role models of earlier penitents who lived our Rule: such illustrious names as King Saint Louis IX of France and Queen Saint Elizabeth of Hungary.

 

There also lived less known penitents like the servant Saint Zita, the shepherd Blessed Jane of Signa, and the comb maker Blessed Peter of Siena.

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Saints lived our Rule.

 

What sort of saint do you aspire to be? Certainly, one with an unbreakable halo and no one but the Holy Spirit holding it over you!   

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THE RULE BEGINS WHERE YOU LIVE, EVEN IN PRISON: FROM THE ALESSANDRO PRISON MINISTRY

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Fr. Tuscan shared that "The Rule Begin Where Your Live." My last few months within my "cloister" (my prison cell) had been challenging for me, as my bunkie Jeremy and I were operating on two different paths - younger, carnal. In addition, we were not in step doing the "bunkie dance", as his needs and mine were in tension - my need for prayer in the room early in the morning before 7:00am and at night after 10:00pm were in conflict with his hypersensitivity to any noise - this tension disturbed my peace - I allowed the cloister of my soul to be disturbed.

Acedia moved into my spiritual life - I found my prayer life becoming rote, distracted, out of rhythm - the noon day demon showed up! I found it difficult to find the quiet place in my soul, This was coupled with the challenges of working in the classroom as an academic tutor and balancing my commitments to TUMI, the Catholic community, the Restorative Justice Alliance, the National Lifers of America, and as a leader in the faith dorm.

Despite all this, I remained steadfast in prayer over the past few months. In the past few weeks, God's providence made itself present. Last week, I was offered a job in the faith dorm as a tutor for the Prison Fellowship one-year program, accompanying outside volunteers and participants in the weekly classes that include Celebrate Recovery, Getting It Right, and Boundaries. On Tuesday, I was placed by our unit counselor into Group K (King of Kings) that has already been meeting since October and has 18 weeks left.

On Wednesday, Jeremy moved to another room in the unit by his choice, without notice. My new bunkie Dave and I are more in rhythm - he's older, quieter, enrolled in the one-year TUMI curriculum. How God's guiding hand works!.May I be able to rediscover a refreshed relationship with our Lord Jesus in these new circumstances.

I received the May CfP newsletter this week and appreciated Fr. Tuscan's article "The Spiritual Anatomy of Acedia." His words hit me - lately I had been questioning whether the sacrifices of the Rule mattered - the prayer, fasting, simplified lifestyle all of it - should I even continue this? The whispers of the noonday demon became louder! Yet I was renewed by the notice of the passing of Cam Parvitee (sr. Brigid) in last month's newsletter, for it prompted, out of the desire for God and for Cam, to pray the 50 psalms immediately, rather than putting it off as I have done in the past. I believe Cam was praying for me, drawing me to do so. Praise God!

Thank you for the reminder from Fr. Tuscan that the Rule provides an embodiment of our conversion - a way of life that must be structured to reflect the love of Christ in our hearts and actions.

Please pray that I can allow the Lord to continue to refresh my spirit, and that I may be able to serve, guide, and walk with the Prison Fellowship Academy Group K volunteers, fellow tutor, and group participants as continue the journey.

Be assured of my prayers for all the intentions of the CfP, particularly the Vita Dei House fundraiser efforts. May God bless you abundantly this day and always.

Peace and all good,
Anthony LaCalamita, CfP

MEET A RECENTLY LIFE PLEDGED MEMBER (PLEDGED MARCH 19. 2026, SOLEMNITY OF SAINT JOSEPH)
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Truly St. Joseph’s feast day marks a day of new spiritual life embedded within my soul. The act of pledging stimulates an explosion of incredible graces within one’s being.  A new Kathleen received the Eucharist at morning Mass.

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 A bit of my bio…everyone calls me Kathy. This month, March saw the end of 15 years as an EMT serving a rural community. I live in Moro, Oregon, 18 miles below the Columbia River on US Hwy 97. The total population of this county is less than 1300 people. We have 1 priest covering 3 church’s . It’s a land of wheat ranches and Angus cattle.

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During my working years my husband and I were musicians and entertainers in the Chicagoland area.  Now, the church is where I work.

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 God has been and is being so good to me. Finding CFP was an answer to my prayers.

Thank you for your prayers and encouragement.

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Kathy Ahearn, CFP (Kathy is a formator and also host of the Pacific/Mountain Time Zone Regional online Zoom Meetings)

OWNERSHIP

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What do you own; clothes, phone, laptop, car…the list could be endless. But what if you don’t own anything? What then? Can that be true of this world – nothing? 

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Circumstances and situations can make life very hard and unappealing. This is a story of one such time in a person’s life…

There is a worship song called “Be Bold Be Strong” (Joshua 1 v 9). it is a very special song because it has an echo after the “Be Bold Be Strong” line, and you need somebody to sing it. 

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During a chapel service in a local prison, a guy called Robbie was asked to sing it. Very reluctantly he agreed. Robbie suffered with many issues, including anxiety and depression, so him agreeing was a really big deal. After we had sung it, in our own off key, but enthusiastic way, Robbie came to me to say thanks and could he maybe, if it was okay, do it again sometime. He was told the echo was his until he was released, no-one else was going to sing it until then. 

He then said something that has stayed with me ever since, he first said; “Honest? Its mine” Then he went on to say he had “never owned anything” that was just his, and not going to be taken away. Over the next few weeks he sang the echo for all to hear, at every service, gaining an inward confidence that was never there before and he told me “God had put it there”.

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That song has proved to be a very special one and over the years it has been sung many times and the echo by the chosen few. Every time it’s sung, I remember Robbie’s story of ownership. We can all have ownership of something special. We don’t have to sing but we can take ownership of our faith and our relationship with God. Nobody is going to take that off you. So, step out, look at your faith. Have you got ownership, is it moving forward or just stagnating. It may be time for us all to have a “Be Bold Be Strong” moment in our lives. --Pastor Tony Billings, CFP Affiliate

OVER 9000 PRODUCTS NOW AT THE CONFRATERNITY OF PENITENTS HOLY ANGELS GIFT SHOP

 

Rosaries, Medals, Bibles, Catholic Books (new and used, Children’s and Adults), Scapulars, Keychains, T Shirts, Jewelry, Chaplets, Novenas, Statuary, More. All proceeds go to support the Confraternity of Penitents in its mission to live and to spread the message of penance (conversion) worldwide. 

 

The CFP Holy Angels Gift Shop carries over 1000 different prayer cards. Here are the texts of two of them.

 

Permission Prayer

My Jesus, my all, my everything.

How I long to give myself entirely to you without reserve. May I hold nothing back from you, who have given yourself entirely to me. I now renew my self-offering to you. I am yours, and you are mine. I give you complete permission to do whatever pleases you in my life. May I never hold anything back from you.

I love you, I love you, I love you.

Thank you for first loving me. Amen.\

 

Prayer to Live Above Ourselves
In all and above all, in this beautiful year, please Lord, grant us the grace to love you above all things and to live in conformity with your commands. Give us the strength to live above sins, to conquer our weaknesses and to increase in the practice of virtues. Sanctify us Lord and use us as the instruments of salvation. Grant that we may bring hope and love to people in need. Grant that we would bring the good news of salvation to the people. These we ask through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen!

 

 

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